Preoccupation

I am really starting to freak out.  I am having trouble sleeping, and going back to sleep when I wake up in the middle of the night.  I just can’t turn my brain off.  For some reason, I keep thinking that I am going to go into labor early, so I should pack my bags and put the car seat in the car now.  I told myself I wouldn’t do any of that until after July 4th weekend, so next week, I’m getting it done!  Tonight, I am going to Melissa’s to see what early-babywear of hers I can borrow (pajamas, gowns, onesies, etc), then we’re making a trip to Babies R’ Us to get everything we don’t have yet.  We’re also going to Wal-Mart to get all of the scary post-partum mom necessities (I’ll spare you the details).  Anyway, I think that once the bags are packed, and the car seat is in place (and we’ve figured out how it works), I’ll feel a lot better.  The nursery is basically finished, except for some trim work and minor adjustments, but if she came today, we have everything in there that we need.  Q knows that he’s going to get a little pressure from me to get a move on after this weekend, so I’m sure he’ll get on it before I can say anything (or at least that’s what I’m hoping).  We also have to clear out the guest room and get it ready for my mom to come and stay for a few days after the baby’s born.  (It was set up, but then we took everything out of the baby’s room [which had previously been an office/butler’s pantry] so now we have to go through and organize it all/find new places for things.  We also have two complete sets of bedroom furniture in there, so I need to get my mom to come and pick hers up).  Anyway, I know this is a totally boring post, but I had to get it all out of my head…